New Year, new resolves, new design

tea2I’m not really a good writer and I don’t have routine also, but won’t give up and tadaaa~ Here’s 2015! A lot of things happened me in the last year, I finished the first year at the university, I visited England, London, my summer was incredible, I was at Lake Balaton and in Vienna, me and my friends made a lot of things, I was able to eat a lot. Recently Budapest is evolving and we have tons of freaking good restaurants and street food places. You can eat whatever you want, Japanese, American, Hungarian, Indian, Turkish…
Of course, there was some negative things in my life, but I think I’m okay for now and I’m headed into new journeys, I have new plans, ideas in my mind. It’s okay to be tired, it’s okay to loose, everybody needs a little rest. That’s how we can continue our life. 🙂 New year, new me. It sounds a bit silly and boring, but I was thinking dark, I used to think to death and, you know, that’s just not me. I’m not that all-black person. I’m enthusiasic and colorful, loud and smiling.

That’s why I’m reorganising my online stuff, my pictures, my facebook, everything. I also wanted to write my new years resolution, let’s go for it:

  • I want to be healty & want to do more sports. I gained weight and I need my slimmer form :3
  • Want to wear lolita fashion at least once in every month & take pictures of it
  • Want to be more successful at uni
  • Want to write an article here, in every month (not just about lolita fashion)
  • I want to get a job which I like and where the mates are kind, nice
  • I want to be more with my friends
  • I want to make high quality cosplays & go to EuroCosplay
  • Want to take a lot of pictures of my cosplays
  • I must clean my computer and organise everything because ‘Downloads’ isn’t the best folder 😀
  • I want to buy a shelf for my figures
  • Sell everything that I don’t need anymore
  • Trying couch surfing
  • Learn new things like how to deal with people, how to become more like an adult and so~
  • Fulfill at least 5 from above!

I don’t know what will bring for me 2015, it’s the future and I’m so excited!
I wish you a Happy New Year and hope all of your dreams will come true!


Role models

I wanted to write about my role models because I never had before any but since I’m using the Internet and following the world’s events I got some. Maybe sometimes I seem like I’m a strong and independent woman, but I also need other strong women to help me staying on my way. There are a lot of things that comes our mind. I got positive and negative things every day and sometimes ( I think it’s because facebook and other social interface ) I feel like I’m sad and I can easily depressed. I know that’s my problem but I recently talked about this topic with my bf and I realised: that’s NOT ONLY MY PROBLEM. Most of the peope are posting only happy photos, text on their wall and that’s not problem but it seems to me that they not doing it because they want to share their feelings and happynes, rather they want to show us, that they TOTALLY NOT depressed. They want to make us jealous, having that life which they have. Personally I think these people the most loneliest people of all and they just want some fame, love and attention.
I’m happy that there are some ladies to show us OUR sparkling personality through their. My list isn’t in order of importance~

1. Jennifer Lawrence

She is beautiful, she hasn’t got perfect body, she loves to eat. She inspires me all the time to do what I want and to be myself, love myself the way I am.

2. Emma Watson

Latest speech of her was for me so moving. She learned a lot, she’s desperate and work for feminism in a peaceful way, tries to remove all the negative meaning of feminism and stands for everyone’s right. You can be in the Hogwarts, you can be in the real world, this purposeful thinking needs everybody.

3. ALB (Check her website)


This pink haired girl is Angelina. She has an own youtube channel and tumblr where you can follow her work on the Internet. Why I love her? She has problems, she isn’t an easy person, but she assume herself and encourages us to do the same. Maybe she is for some people too childish, too vain, too princess-like, pinky-barbie girl, but try to read between the lines and deep, under all the fancy pictures and glitters, there is she. I just can’t summarize what is she giving to me, but here is one of my favourite sentence of her:

If you can’t change it. Throw some *~g l i t t e r~* on it and wear it with PRIDE.

I know I don’t have much but I don’t need more. I need myself, to clean my mind and make the very first step. And first step is all up to you!


Hi there!
This post is for me and maybe for you if you interested in my interest. Since I fell in love with japanese culture and the whole anime-manga world, I like to collect things. I feel happiness when I own cuties like figures, artbooks, mangas, cute stationary and so. Sometimes, because I collect and like so many things, my family don’t know what to buy or make me for christmas, birthday, but it’s so easy I think, I like EVERYTHING! :3

The numbers of this wishlist isn’t in order, just how they come up in my mind. And my lolita fashion wishlist will be in an another post.

1. Homura necklace (starlight deco dream)

2. Sailor Moon brooch necklace (Kumacrafts)
I still couldn’t choose only one. There are 2-3 favourites!


3. Artbooks
Here I have some on my wishlist, but I won’t put on the doujins because I would buy one when I can find which I love.
Lily Hoshino Mawaru Penguindrum artbook


Sakizo Artbooks
I prefer Afternoon Teatime and Ice Cream Show Case, but I also like Romantic Jewels and the dessert ones (Delicious Girl, Girl meets Sweets). I hope I can get one of them soon!

sakizoicecream sakizomeetsweets Sakizouromanticjewels


4. Nemuneko plushie
To have a travel size cat-pillow =^^=


5. Rilakkuma
Now Nonbiri Neko is my favourite collection but the pure Rilakkuma is also purrfect. I would like to have mug, soap bottle, memo pads, stickers, I don’t mind, I’m happy with this bear whatever it is.


I also like Sumikkogurashi (things in the corner) and Hello Kitty and almost all of the Sanrio and San-X characters. Almost. :3


6. Anime figures
Link to my MyFigureCollection list is HERE. There are my wished figures. Maybe it can change, but I would never refuse a Sailor Moon nendoroid or a Puella Magi one.


Hm I think that’s all. These are my big wishes, maybe I will rewrite it later. ~